nvm i cant do this at 12:21 am on january 1st.. happy 2024 tho!!
nvm to that as well! currently, i just want to summarize my thoughts on like, the transition into 2021 holy shart.. idk if its just me, but literally NO OTHER NEW YEAR has felt like this?! usually im like, 'oh, its jan 1. okay ig' but like now?!?!? im like, OMG!! its 2025!! (heh.. remember '24?) like, this might just me growing up and stuff, and like depression and stuff kind of clouding my judgment since 2020, but this year!! I can feel itll be a good one!!! like, all the holidays in 2024 were kind of a bummer.. BUT 2025 WAS LIKE THE ONLY THING HYPED?!?!??! literally, everyone was kind of like 'ok, halloween, christmas.. yada yada no biggie' but then the whole end of the beginning trend came!! Also, I wanted to talk about a cute mv idea i thought of for recently by liana flores bc im listening to it rn and its so coolio! my drawing skills are.. okay.. but i wanna make this a thing.. literally just a GIRL. looking back at the camera, a slight smile on her face while the waves roll in around her. a joyful moment.., :3 also long blue hair bcs universal countdown (i will in fact be yapping about my little story wlater on!!! once this is properly built... aka never ^_^
so im kinda back so soon!! I love my friends. my online friends (ILY rtp ogs!! so many of u guys..), irl (even if they pmo sometimes www, may be opps but i love them sm!), and my camp friends!! (you guys are the bestest, matching my freaks frls!!) I dont understand AT ALL why i was so hyped about being 'well-liked' by everyone.. does that even matter? i want a lot for this year, but theres the main things. obvs to pass (regents, and all my classes), hopefully get into lag (PLSPSLSPLS!! dream highschool!!), and be myself!! I want to have the courage to be able to ask for what i want, and be WHO i want to be.. i hope i can do that!! with ease ofc. I still have to get through the next like,, 6 months of school? only 4 rlly, since march is when highschools are revealed. I just REALLY HOPE i at least get into sinatra, , i cant imagine staying at my current school. Its not like its bad or anything, i just dont have any attachment to it! anyways, i think thats it for 1/1/25. itll take a while getting used to putting 2025 tho, lolll.. i already messed up saying happy new year and typed 2023 instead of 25.. guess were goin back in time!! tina OUT